....Get it?

Today I became someone I was not.

I protested.
I didn't want to.
I gave in.

I didn't realize how powerful peer pressure was. I usually stay away from the 'classic' peer pressure issues.

I was a jerk.

I'm so frustrated, I knew I shouldn't have said what I said, but everyone was telling me to. They told me to grow some balls, ironic I know. I was mad.

Everyone said, I needed to say it, but I didn't.
I'm sorry, I'm a wuss, maybe I'm feeling bad for something that's not a big deal to everyone else. But I feel bad about things that would make me feel bad, if they were done to me.

...Get it?

I've been made fun of on many occasions. Maybe I am a wuss, or maybe I'm just not accustom to getting hurt.
Either way I need to make some changes.